Hey Friend
I think the best thing you can do right now is to admit that you have a serious problem.
The fact that you STILL claim you were right, if you only had gotten that timing right, clearly proves that.
You lost 100k. This is not normal. None of this is normal.
And it’s okay you know.
First of all it’s fucking hard (probably impossible) to beat the market. For every 1 guy that just gets lucky there are hundreds if not thousands of broken existences.
If you want to partake in the market buy etfs, buy gold, and don’t fucking trade. Just don’t. Ever.
Secondly you are not alone. A lot of people have a problem. I had a really bad drinking problem. Like bad. But I owned it. So stop whining and admit to yourself that you are f*cking addict (and frequently an idiot) and grow from it.
The F-22 Raptor requires over 40 hrs of maintenance for every 1 hour of flight time. So if you think we just flew them across the pond for shits and giggles, you are dead wrong